I hate being alone. I don’t want to be alone.
I try to tell myself every day. I’m okay. And be there for all my friends and just bury my feelings when I need to. But I’m not okay. I’m a wreck and I wish someone would see it. I wish someone would see who I have become and appreciate me.
But they won’t, because there are shitty human beings in the world. Who make you double think everything. So fuck you.
The pain will never ever leave me.
I wish I had words to explain how I feel right now.